Very late that night, fueled by a massive quantity of champagne, i decided to say good-bye to Mr. Big!
I just come here to tell you that if tou're embarrassed or ashamed to be involved with me in any way that we can no longer see each other!
The truth is i blame myself! i wore the naked dress on our first date! i slept with him too fast! and now i'm on a fifth avenue bus with a pe... on my head!!
what are you talking about?
You won't introduce me to your friends! you bring me back to that resturant where men take women they don't want to be seen with! you won't come out and meet my friends! you have me in a niche! Certain events! Certain resturant! Certain people! like i'm only a particular fragment of the kind of person you think you should be dating!
But, i've only gotten to konw a particular fragment although i'm beginning to know more!
No! this is not me! this is me reacting to your perception of me!
Oh! Ok! well... i think Fung Wa is the best Chinese food in the city, so that's why we went there! and the guy we met in the street i couldn't remember his name, which possible means i have alzheimer, so that's what that was about! and this afternoon i had courtside tickets to the Knicks and that's all folks!!!
I should have been jumping for joy, but i only felt a hard knot of fear!
So, you and me ... then maybe this is for real?
Could be!!!
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