I fucking love you!

Hello?
Listen! i know what you're really pissed off about. but, it's just something i gotta do in my own time! okay? well, i fucking live you, all right?! you know i do! it's just a tough thing for me to say because it always seems to get me in trouble when i say it! okay?
Okay!
Are we okay?
we're great! hey, i love you , too! i'll call you later, okay?
[ I felt like i was the lowest of the low! but, i never told Mr. Big, i figured everything before " i love you " just doesn't count!]